YOU VS THEM

Honestly I can't lie I want you and it's only you

That can make me feel things I never wanted to

Give me the sense of freedom and love I have never felt

It overwhelms me and I don't know why

You are the one who stops my thinking mind

You are the only light my eyes can see

In every way possible you stop my heart

I always pray that you never depart

Honestly if I choose you then I might lose you

So if I never had you I won't be losing you

Sometimes this all sound like wasted words

But it's what keeps my world vibrant with life

With the way I talk about existence and all

The world needs me and I don't know why

I seem to owe them a great deed I know not of

I must give that which is in me

Still I can't see tomorrow if you are not in it

In you my weaknesses are a strength

It's funny how much I need you

But the world needs saving and I am the hero

Still You belong to me but I belong them

Sharing is a sin; a lie that's not meant to be

Who do I give myself to
Who do I let in

You or The World?

See-Through

Look at me and the mess I've become

Delivered to you and wrapped in gore and pain

It seems like a feeling I can't displace

Cos when I fall down I look up to you again

I can't seem to work solely on my own

I'm scared if I don't get your love

I might slowly lose control

It's funny you always have the right words to say

Everytime I become filled with guilt and ache

It's hard to believe I'm such a lovely mess

Cos when I become that person I dread

You hide all the things that trigger the feeling

And with the right words you bring me back to life

I wish I could repay your kindness in many folds.

 

Burning Room

Its not a silly argument

It's not a time to pay our dues

No its not a fight we can settle

We have finally reached our point

We thought we could handle the pain and the stress

With fake smiles and fake laughter

That we put out for the Crowd to see

I guess we really deceived them

But we couldn't deceive ourselves

I was the one you really wanted

Then today you woke up and changed your mind

Saying I didn't mean anything to you

When you were the only cure to my disease

I'll try and keep all this pain

And you move on with your life of lies

Denying in your mind every bit of affection

That your heart still feels for me.

I'm sure you haven't noticed

That we are going down slowly

With no way of coming up

The distress calls cannot be heard

We've built up too many False alarms .

The house is set ablaze

Redemption has refused to take its place

We have nothing else to do with ourselves

Only to slow dance in this burning room.

Rivers And Roads.

If you ever lose your way

If the sun doesn't point to where you want to stay

If the feeling is too strong to cling to

Then I suggest you stay with me and relate.

Cos you left your home for the road

I'm sure you planned out your hopes and dreams

You didn't care what the family might say

Bet you knew they would understand.

Now the year is slowly passing

I will miss your face like hell

When our friends will go to better places

I hope you'll return and relate.

I'll never stop till I get to you

Even if you seem impossible to find

For as these rivers and roads don't get in my way

I'll reach you even if you are far away.